Story of My Life..

See I'm back just like i said i would be. So i dont know where i left off and like i said i dont know where to start. So heres a quick rundown of my life. My family and I are like losing our house, We have to move (god knows where), I am starting classes soon (grades are gonna suck with all this stress), Someone i love im losing to cancer, my family sucks and some of them are just so selfish, i am scared to death i am going to lose the only person that means something to me bc i dont know where i am going, im scared im gonna lose everything. So thats most of it in a nut shell. Nice right? This is what i meant when i said now i actually have things to talk about. I am so stressed it is not even funny no wonder i am getting migranes. It is the worst feeling when home is the place you least want to be. It is the worst feeling when you know things dont have to be this way but people are so selfish this is the way it is. People are so not thankful for anything. Now i am scared shitless bc i dont know whats going to happen and where i am going. All i know is that i cant and dont want to lose what i have worked for.. and if i lose the one person that has been helping me keep my head up i dont know whats gonna happen. I am usually such a happy person but i cant be not when all this is going on. You dont wanna know how many times boyfriend asked me whats wrong and all i could say was nothing. I know i was different all weekend because of all this stress. I just wanna be happy i want my family (my immediate family) to be happy for once. Its so hard to ask for that. Alright well thats all for now..